self-deficiency, self-determination and self-destruction?..All these little selfs make
up so much of who we are...The right to be shallow would help, to not think about
so much of what is thinkable...because often lost in thought, i realize the thinkables
hurt me..they have NO END...no end..they just go on and on and on..and you jump

from thought one to an endless world of thoughts of thought two and three and four.. and eventually lost in all of this bogus shit, you even forget what your initial idea was. You lose the red thread...You get entangled within it.
Not to mention all of these people who - once confronted with
real depth of mind, seem to never again realize that you , like them, are a normal human being..These crazy expectations of a deep mind then become our fellow followers we are trying to not disappoint when stating certain points of views, once having acquired a logical state in which every tendency of shallowness becomes embarassing for us..Talk to them and make them feel like they are worse than you..Talk to them and make them feel
like you're smarter than Them...Talk to them..Confront them with the obtuseness of their own minds, and make yourself GOD. They will love you forever...They will love you for everything you're BETTER than them. Talk About world politics, talk about economy..share the deepest philosophical outlooks on culture and society...But don't you dare to ever get tired of being deep..Don't you dare! Once, you get tired, and your deep mental state is pushed to sleep due to the constant activity, and you demand some sort of substitute peace while resting...booohoohoo..don't even dare to be "easy!"..Shut up, make yourself deaf, disappear..But Don't dare saying a word that nearly transcribes your own regularity in life...Be it grocery shopping, or dealing with regular friendship drama...Don't you dare to share..because once you disappoint them..You're just LIKE THEM! OMG! They realize, you're a human being and they become so self-conscious..in a sense where they see themselves on your level.in a sense where .all of the fame they gave you will fade...all the levels they once laid upon you, will vanish.
I guess , this is the burden of every once-deep rapper...that happened to ever write an easy song..
I guess, this is the burden of every artist, who ever happened to draw a less impressive image...
I guess, this is the burden of everyone..who is a human being..
A regular day, to which the subordinate week was plain crazy..
I'll update later..this is some real bs post..i'm tired.
1 Kommentar:
*SIGHS!!!!!! You know!?!?? WOW. This one was on the money. My everyday feelings! Plus, you're stealing my heart with the Love of NY thing going on.
Son!
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